so very fragile
must look strong for the others...never fall, never show your breaking down.
don't let them see how hurt you are
im sorry I cant be there for everyone.
I really cant do it anymore.
its not like people remember me anyway.
I lose friends left and right.
I try I honestly do.
but nothing happens.
I cant do it all.
...so my grandmothers basically killing herself tgrough alcohol. almost killed a kid drunk driving...I have to take her to court Thursday.
ive lost more friends...I probably only have...what 2-3 decent friends if that not that its a big deal but..it does bother me but not much one can do when they ignore your efforts of communication.
I miss my father very much but he wants nothing to do with me now.
ive let him and my mother down...my mothers relationship with me keeps getting worse..
on the bright side I met someone and hes very nice ; v ; I really like him
and I'll hopefully be getting one of my computers fixed soon ;H;
I do apologize for all the empty promises ive failed to keep.